Ekadasha Rudra Puja COMO, ITALY 16th Sept., 1984
Astazi facem un gen de puja special care este infaptuit spre gloria lui Ekadasha Rudra.
Rudra este puterea distrugatoare a lui Shiva , a Spiritului. O putere care este natura Lui este iertarea. El iarta pentru ca suntem fiinte umane , comitem greseli, facem lucruri gresite, suntem ispititi ; atentia noastra este tulburata,deci El ne iarta. De asemenea El ne iarta si cand ne stricam castitatea, cand facem lucruri imorale, cand furam si cand facem lucruri care sunt impotriva lui Dumnezeu, vorbim impotriva Lui. El ne iarta superficialitatile, geloziile, desfraul, mania.El ne iarta si atasamentele, invidiile marunte, simtul posesiv. El ne iarta si comportamentul egoist si subordonarea noastra fata de lucruri gresite.
Dar fiecare actiune are si o reactie si and El iarta , El se gandeste ca El v-a un semn de bunavointa si inauntrul Lui se construieste o reactie de manie teribila impotriva celor care sunt iertati si incearca sa faca greseli si mai mari. In special dupa Realizare , pentru ca Realizarea este o binecuvantare asa de mare , ati primit lumina si daca in lumina inca va tineti de un sarpe atunci furia Lui creste pentru ca El vede cat de stupizi ati fost .
Ce vreau sa spun este ca in special dupa Realizarea Sinelui El este mult mai sensibil la oamenii care au fost iertati si li s-a dat un lucru atat de important ca Realizarea Sinelui care inca mai fac lucruri gresite.Atunci El este mult mai manios . Deci ca echilibru, iertarea incepe sa se reduca si furia teribila incepe sa creasca.
Dar cand El iarta si ca rezultat al acelei iertari voi simtiti recunostinta , atunci binecuvantarile incep sa curga catre voi. El va da o capacitate imensa de a-i ierta pe altii. El va calmeaza mania, va linisteste poftele fizice, va linisteste lacomia. Binecuvantarile Lui vin asupra fiintei noastre precum roua si devenim cu adevarat flori frumoase. Si incepem sa stralucim in soarele binecuvantarilor Lui.
El isi foloseste mania sau puterea distrugatoare sa distruga tot ce incearca sa ne tulbure.El protejeaza sufletele realizate in orice aspect si in orice fel. Fortele negative incearca sa atace un sahaja yogin dar toate sunt neutralizate de forta sa imensa de protectie. Prin constiinta Sa vibratorie suntem ghidati pe calea corecta. Toate binecuvantarile sale frumoase sunt descrise in Psalmul 23 « The Lord is my Shepherd » ( probabil se traduce "Dumnezeu este pastorul meu")
Este descris cum are El grija de voi ca un pastor(cioban).
Dar El nu are grija de acesti oameni rai. El ii distruge. Cei care intra in SahajaYoga si continua sa aiba o natura rea sunt distrusi. Cei care vin la Sahaja yoga si nu mediteaza si nu cresc El ii distruge si sunt aruncati in afara Sahaja Yoga. Cei care murmura impotriva lui Dumnezeu si traiesc intr-un mod care nu este potrivit unui sahaja yogi , El ii scoate . Deci printr-un tip de forta El protejeaza , iar cu alt tip de forta El arunca in afara. Dar cand fortele Sale distrugatoare sunt construite prea mult atunci noi spunem ca Ekadasha Rudra este activa.
Aceasta Ekadasha Rudra se va exprima cand Kalki insusi va incepe sa actioneze , ceea ce inseamna puterea distrugatoare care va distruge tot ce e negativ pe acest pamant si va salva tot ce e pozitiv.Deci este foarte necesar ca sahaja yogis sa-si accelereze ascensiunea spirituala si sa nu fie satisfacuti cu viata sociala sau viata de familie sau cu toate binecuvantarile pe care Dumnezeu vi le-a acordat. Noi vedem mereu ce a facut Dumnezeu pentru noi , cum a facut miracole pt noi, dar trebuie sa vedem si ce ne-am facut noi si ce facem in legatura cu cresterea noastra spirituala.
Din cele unsprezece....Ekadasha inseamna unsprezece- cinci vin de pe partea dreapta a vidului vostru si cinci de pe partea stanga.
Primele cinci de pe partea stanga apar daca v-ati inclinat in fata unui fals guru, daca ati citit carti rele sau daca ati fost in compania oamenilor rai sau daca ati simpatizat cu oameni care au urmat carari gresite sau daca voi ati fost un agent sau guru al acestor oameni in neregula. Aceste cinci probleme pot fi rezolvate daca renuntam total la ce am facut gresit. Asa cum Mohammed Sahib a zis ca trebuie sa-l bateti pe Shaitan ,care inseamna satan , cu pantofii. Dar acest lucru nu ar trebui sa fie facut mecanic ci din inima voastra . Multi oameni care vin la Sahaja Yoga imi spun »tatal meu merge la acest guru, acel tata merge la acel guru » si astfel ei sunt implicati cu tatal , mama, sora acest lucru si acel lucru si incearca sa ii scoata de la acei guru, dar si ei sunt prinsi in capcana.
Sau altii cedeaza puterii altora. Asa cum stiu ca a fost cu Maureen , care era cu Mine ; parintii ei si socrii ei i-au spus ca trebuie sa isi boteze copilul. Eu i-am spus ca nu poti sa botezi acest copil pentru ca este un suflet realizat. Dar ea nu a putut sa le tina piept si si-a dus copilul sa il boteze, iar copilul a devenit foarte ciudat. Se purta ca un copil nebun. Dar apoi ea a renuntat la toate acestea si a fost salvata. Dar sa presupunem ca ea ar fi avut un alt copil si ar fi facut acelasi lucru , al doilea copil ar fi fost ceva foarte foarte rau.
Problema cu sahaja yogis e ca oricine vine la programul de Sahaja Yoga crede ca este un sahaja yogin. Nu este asa. Ori ar trebui sa aveti o sensibilitate foarte puternica , ori ar trebui sa simtiti in corpul vostru sau cu inteligenta voastra ar trebui sa intelegeti ce este Sahaja Yoga.
O persoana care inca este negativa intotdeauna este atrasa catre o alta persoana care este foarte puternic negativa si nu intelege ca cealalta persoana este atat de puternic negativa, in schimb este impresionat. In acest caz , o astfel de persoana este « lovita » de acea persoana negativa si Shiva nu o poate proteja.
Nu ar trebui sa simpatizati cu nici o persoana care este negativa , chiar daca este nebuna , chiar daca este ceva in neregula cu el/ea , chiar daca este o ruda de-a voastra sau orice altceva. Nici un fel de simpatie (aici –mila-) , din contra , ar trebui sa simtiti un fel de manie pentru acea persoana, un fel de detasare.Detasare manioasa. Si aceasta detasare manioasa este singura data cand trebuie sa fiti furios. Dar am vazut oameni care au manie pentru sahaja yogis f buni dar nu si pentru sotul sau sotia care sunt extrem de negativi.
Deci cand Ekadasha Rudra incepe sa actioneze pe aceste cinci parti, am putea spune astfel , ca se duce pe partea dreapta , pentru ca vine de pe stanga( din vidul stang) si se duce pe partea dreapta (a capului) , atunci acea persoana devine negativa dar actioneaza cu ego –ul. O astfel de persoana poate sa ia o situatie in maini si sa zica « Sunt un astfel de sahaja yogin , sunt asa si noi ar trebui sa facem astfel si sa ne purtam asa » si apoi incepe sa dicteze oamenilor –poate sa faca orice. Si unii sahaja yogini mediocri si pe jumatate copti vor incerca sa inteleaga dar cei mai multi dintre ei vor intelege ca « omul asta iese, e pe cale sa plece»
Deci toate acestea conduc la dezvoltarea partii stangi sau am putea spune ca, pe cap este pe partea dreapta, pe dreapta a partii numita Medha (brain plate-se pare ca este osul frontal ) in limba sanscrita.
Cele de pe partea dreapta vin de la ideea pe care o au oamenii ca « Eu insumi sunt un guru mare » Ei incep sa predice si despre Sahaja Yoga ca si cum ar fi devenit mari guru. Stim ca unii oameni au inceput sa tina mari prelegeri la programe si nu au lasat niciodata sa se puna caseta cu Mine . Ei cred ca au devenit experti. Apoi unii dintre ei spun ca su devenit asa de mareti incat nu mai au nevoie sa faca baia de picioare sau altceva, ca nu au nevoie de meditatie ; sunt si unii asa. Apoi sunt unii care zic ca pacatul nu ne poate atinge vreodata pentru ca acum suntem sahaja yogis, suntem suflete mari realizate. Dar cei mai rai dintre ei sunt cei care se folosesc de numele Meu spunand ca « Mama a zis asa si eu va spun voua pentru ca Mama a zis » - cand de fapt Eu nu am zis nicioadata asa ceva. Totul este o minciuna.
Sunt unii oameni care folosesc banii Sahaja Yoga si exploateaza Sahaja Yoga in asa fel, ii exploateaza si pe sahaja yogini. Si astfel de oameni devin foarte neauspiciosi . Oricine incearca astfel de lucruri va iesi din Sahaja Yoga in dizgratie. Dar nici nu ar trebui sa va apropiati de o astfel de persoana , sa nu aveti nimic de a face cu o astfel de persoana , sa nu aveti simpatie fata de persoana . Pentru ca aceasta lipsa de auspiciozitate va rani pe oricine oricat de mult , deci mai bine feriti-va de asemenea persoane.
Cand aceste zece Ekadashas sunt dezvoltate intr-o persoana , atunci acea persoana va avea boli precum cancerul si boli oribile incurabile. In special cand cea de-a unsprezecea care este aici , care este chakra Viratei , care este colectivitatea ; cand si aceasta este afectata , atunci o astfel de persoana nu poate sa scape de aceasta boala.
Dar daca , din acestea, chiar si cinci dintre ele sunt combinte- sa zicem, cu Mooldhara sau cu Agnya , atunci ei au genul de boli serioase (si murdare).De aceea spun intotdeauna sa aveti grija de Agnya chakra . Pentru ca este unul dintre cele mai rele lucruri ,ca o data ce se combina cu aceste Ekadashas , (o)parte din Ekadashas, atunci unei persoane i se poate intampla orice, poate avea un accident oribil, poate fi lovit brusc de cineva, poate fi omorat de cineva, orice i se poate intampla unei persoane care are Agnya dreapta si oricare dintre Ekadashas , dreapta sau stanga.
Asta insemna , ca oricare dintre acestea cinci daca se combina cu Agnya Chakra , puterile protectoare ale lui Dumnezeu sunt minime. Deci , pentru a mentine Agnya chakra in regula , - de exemplu acum, cand vorbesc ar trebui sa Ma priviti constant astfel incat sa fie constiinta fara ganduri si ca Agnya sa fie linistita. Nu mai fiti atenti aici si acolo tot timpul. Apoi veti observa ca , treptat atentia voastra se va neutraliza in constiinta fara ganduri. Si atentia voastra ar trebui sa fie fixata in asa fel incat nu trebuie sa va ingrijorati de nimic.
Ekadasha Rudra Puja COMO, ITALY 16th Sept., 1984
Today, we are doing a special type of Pooja which is performed in the glory of 'Ekadasha Rudra.'
Rudra is the destructive power of Shiva, of the Spirit. Now, one power which is His nature, is forgiveness. He forgives because we are human beings, we commit mistakes, we do wrong things, we get tempted; our attention is disturbed; so He forgives us. He also forgives us when we spoil our chastity, we do immoral things, we do thieving, and we do things that are against God, talk against Him. He also forgives our superficialities, jealousies, our lust, our anger. Also He forgives our attachments, petty jealousies, vanities and also possessiveness. He forgives our egoistical behaviour and also our subordination to wrong things.
But every action has a reaction, and when He forgives, He thinks that he has given you a big grace-mark, and that reaction builds up within Him, as a wrath against those who are forgiven and try to do greater mistakes; specially, after realization, because such a big blessing there is of the realization; you have got the light and in the light if you are holding onto a snake then His wrath goes up because, He sees how stupid you have been. What I am saying is that after realization specially He is much more sensitive that people who are forgiven and have been given such a big thing like Self realization, still they do wrong things then He is much more wrathful So, in the balance the forgiveness starts reducing and the wrathfulness starts increasing.
But when He forgives and as a result of that forgiveness you feel the gratitude, then His blessings start flowing towards you. He gives you tremendous capacity to forgive others. He pacifies your anger, He pacifies your lust, He pacifies your greed. Like beautiful dew-drops His blessings come on our being and we become really beautiful flowers. And we start shining in the sunshine of His blessings.
Now He uses His wrath or His destructive power to destroy all that tries to trouble us. He protects realized souls at every point, in every way. Negative forces try to attack a Sahaja Yogi but they are all neutralised by His tremendous power of protection. Through his vibratory awareness we are guided into right path. All the beautiful blessings of His are described in the Psalm 23...... The Lord is my Shepherd" Is all described how he looks after you as a shepherd.
But He does not look after these evil people. He destroys them. Those who enter into Sahaja Yoga and are still carrying on with their evil nature are destroyed. Those who come to Sahaja Yoga and do not meditate and do not rise He destroys or they are thrown out of Sahaja Yoga. Those who murmur against God and live in a way that is not behoving a Sahaja Yogi, He removes them from it. So by one force, He protects, by another force, He throws away. But His destructive forces when they are built up too much, then we call it "now the 'Ekadasha Rudra' is active."
Now, this Ekadasha Rudra will be expressed when the Kalki itself will start acting, means the destructive power which will destroy all that is negative on this earth and save all that is positive. So it is very necessary for Sahaja Yogis to expedite their ascent, not to be satisfied with the social life or married life or with all the blessings that God has bestowed upon you. We always see, what God has done for us, how He has been miraculous to us, but we have to see what we have done to ourselves, what are we doing about our own ascent and our growth.
Now, out of the eleven...... Ekadasha means eleven,-the five come from the right side of your void, and five from the left side of your void. The first five on the left hand side come from, -if you have bowed yourself to wrong Gurus, or if you have read wrong books, or if you have been in the company of wrong people, or if you have been sympathetic towards people who have been following wrong paths, or you have been yourself one of the agent or guru of these wrong people. Now these five problems can be solved, if we completely give up whatever wrong we have been doing. As Mohammad Sahab has said that you have to beat the Shaitan, means the Satan, with shoes; but that has to be done not mechanically but from your heart. Like many people who come to Sahaja Yoga will tell me, "My father is following this Guru; that father is following that Guru," and get involved with their father, mother, sister, this, that and try to take them out from those Gurus,-also get entangled. Or some of them yield to others ‘ forces. Like I know of Maurine who was with Me, and her parents and parents-in-law said that the child must be baptized. I told her, you cannot get this child baptized because is a realized soul. But she could not that way stand up to that, and she took the child for baptism; and the child became very funny. It was doing like a mad child. So, now then she gave up all that and so she has saved. But supposing she had another child and she would have done the same thing, the second child would have been something very very bad.
Now, the trouble with Sahaja Yogis is that anybody who comes to Sahaja Yoga program thinks he is a Sahaja Yogi. It is not so. Either you should have very strong sensitivity, or you should feel it in your body, or with your intelligence you should understand what is Sahaja Yoga. A person who is still negative always gets attracted towards another one who is very powerfully negative and does not understand that the other person is so powerfully negative; but gets impressed. Under such circumstances, such a person is hit by that negative person and Shiva cannot protect.
One should not have sympathy with anyone who is negative, whether he is mad, whether there is something wrong with him, whether he is your relation, or anything. No sympathy of any kind, on the contrary a kind of an anger should be there for that person, a kind of a detachment. Angry detachment. And this angry detachment is the only time, when you have to be angry. But I have seen people who have anger for very good Sahaja Yogis but not for their own husbands or wives who are extremely negative.
So when the Ekadasha Rudra starts acting on these five sides, we should say, on the right side it moves, because it comes from the left and moves to the right side , then a person starts becoming negative but acting with his ego. Such a person may take up a situation into hands and say that "I am such and such sahaja yogi and I am so and we should do like this and we should behave like this", and start dictating people- can do anything. And some mediocre and some half baked sahaja yogis may try to understand, but most of them will know that "this fellow is going out, now he is on his way out." So, all these things lead to this left side development, or we can call it on the head,-on the right hand side of your 'Medha', this thick plate, brain-plate is called 'Medha' in Sanskrit language.
Now, the right sided one, comes from the idea people have that, "I am myself a big Guru." They start preaching about Sahaja Yoga also, as if they have become great gurus. We have known some people who give big lectures in any programs and never allow My tape to be played or anything. They think they have now become experts. Then some of them say that now we have become so great that we need not do any foot-soaking or anything, there is no need to do meditation; there are some like that also. And then there are some who say that sin can never touch us, now we are Sahaja Yogis, we are very great evolved souls. But the worst of all are those who just take my name saying that "Mother has said so and I am telling you because Mother has said";-when I have never said such a thing; it's all falsehood.
Now there are some people who use Sahaja Yoga money and exploit Sahaja Yoga in such a way, exploit them,-Sahaja Yogis also sometimes. And such people become very inauspicious. Anyone who tries such things will go out of Sahaja Yoga with disgrace. But one should never go near such a person, have nothing to do with such a person, have no sympathy. Because this inauspiciousness will hurt anyone to any extent; so better keep out of such persons.
When these ten Ekadashas are developed within a person, then definitely such a person gets diseases like cancer and incurable horrible diseases. Specially, when the eleventh one which is actually here which is the Virata’s chakra, which is the collectivity; when it is affected as well, then such a person cannot get out of this disease.
But if, out of these even five are combined, -with Mooladhara or with Agnya, then they get into very serious types of dirty disease. That's why I always say that, be careful about your Agnya chakra. Because that is one of the worst things, that once it starts getting combined with these Ekadashas, part of the Ekadashas, then anything can happen to a person, he can meet with a horrible accident, he can suddenly be hit by someone, could be murdered by someone, anything can happen to such a person who has got the right Agnya and also any one of the Ekadashas, right or left.
That means, the five of these, anyone of the five; if they combine with Agnya Chakra, the protective powers of God are minimum. So, to keep your Agnya chakra alright,-say now I am speaking, you should watch Me constantly so that there is thoughtless awareness and the Agnya chakra is soothed down. Don't pay attention here and there all the time. Then you will find that, gradually your attention will neutralize into thoughtless awareness. And your attention would be fixed in such a manner that you don't have to worry about anything.
